Dreamers Diary~♥

I'm feeling more giddy & sick den that day...

Wat is wrong with mi??

Hopefully nothing went wrong...

1 more week to CNY, fast..

Low blood pressure...
No wonder i'm so giddy from ytd..
I'm sick again...
But no matter how sick i am,
i'm always alone....

Have to really got used to this loneliness...

Life is fated or is it realli just concident?
Just blogging about him ytd & received news from him today.

This gal was like tinking the past just ytd, & now receiving,
this gal can feel that he's feeling down this round..
Inside, he's tinking of the past this time..
As he mention, the past just like around this CNY corner,
we went to chinatown, walk, wat he do, how he protect from the crowd & wat he bought for this gal..
Etc... Lots of things...

Wats more, apologise?? Y is there a need to apologise??
If this gal meant to hate u from that time, they wont been fren for so many years..
It's just gave this gal the feeling this person is guilty...
For no reason & left this gal living in the darkness & looking for ans..
But this gal know the ans of the "out of a sudden"..
Frens told mi few years back...
But nobody will mention out the ans till now as a fren..

"Dont want to be in the circle of the darkness.. Want to find light.."
Understand from this words..
This gal understand cos she understand u den any others.
But.. Its just e past.. In future? Who knows the ans?

Yesterday just watched finish Hai Pai Tian Xin..
Nice show! Its a must watch show!

Just love the storyline.. So touching...

上天是公平的,

你失去了最爱的,

最后还是会还你.

Some sort of this meaning..

一个想要故意躲你,

你是这么样也找不到他的.

Hmm... Although the words they saying its all link to that show,

but its also quite true in real life..

Just as wat i thought...

Almost 4yrs ago, i thought i might lost contact with a close close fren,

which he will be going to somewhere for 5yrs...

But i never think that he really will remembered my contact number,

(as we seldom talk & sms) and ask his fren to sms mi just last yr..

Till now, we been in contact but in those old style..

He's one of the person who dote mi really much..

Who protect mi if i'm in trouble(not fighting)..

I never ever forget the way he show his care..

But, no matter wat.. That's already the past..

Yes! 1 more day i get to rest liao..
But also sian.. Cos Sunday still need to work.. :(
Cant wait for next Tuesday...
Hai Pai Tian Xin last episode!
Haha.. Happy ending...
Just love this show sooo much :D

Another day passed...

Tmr is the mid of the week, Wed!

Another 3more days to survive..

This few weeks, work is like overload..

Even working duty shift, the work doesn't seems to lessen..

Esp... In my group...

3person.. 1 is like keep talking on personal phone call,

another is like keep surfing internet..

& mi is like getting all the shit.. WTH is this work??

Hais.. How i wish i can just leave rite now...

Anyway, gonna watch my show liao.. Episode 13!!

<雨愛>

窗外的天氣就像是你多變的表情下雨了
雨陪我哭泣看不清我也不想看清
離開你我安靜的抽離無人揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡學會放晴

聽雨的聲音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的Rainie Love

窗外的淚滴一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密讓你去延續
我相信我就會看到彩虹的漣漪

Recently, watching the 海派甜心

Acted by 杨丞琳 & 罗志祥..

Gosh~ Nice lo...

It really makes mi cry till~~~~

Like this song too & another 雨爱

both by 杨丞琳

<匿名的朋友>

独送昏暗不离的风, 回忆里被爱,
那股激动, 天色好红, 温柔好浓
在胸口浮现你的面容

一起活在这城市迷宫, 提起你名字
心还跳动, 却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动

也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择但思念还转动

不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收

不能握的手, 却比亲人更亲厚
但所有如果, 都没有如果
只有失去的温柔, 最温柔

当又一次美梦落空, 回忆里被爱
那股激动, 天色好红, 温柔好浓
在胸口浮现你的面容

也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么, 让彼此选择, 又不仅是尊重

不能握的手, 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收

不能握的手, 却比亲人更亲厚
但所有如果, 都没有如果
只有失去的温柔, 最温柔

不能握的手, 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着, 依然执着
却决心和你不再联络

不能握的手, 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果, 都没有如果
只有失去的拥有, 最永久